Looking for a new abode...

Well well well...

It finally happened. My last nerve has been exhausted! I GOTTA MOVE OUTTA HERE! I'm going insane and can't stand it anymore. OK folks...i've only moved outta here once. I'm not counting my tours of duty overseas or on a scholarship. But the one time I moved was only for a few months then I was wisked off to Germany. I forgot what a pain int he ass it is to find your own place. I want something newish with balcony and in a quiet good neighborhood. Well most of the nice looking places are double what i'm paying now at home. Actually i've had it real good here. But there comes a point where your parents just beat your last nerve down and you NEED to get out. I love them lots but I just can't stand it anymore. My dad is getting cranky and very angry at the world and expects me to fix everything! Sometimes he is waiting for me and I don't even have a blessed foot in the door! I just come home from work or I've just woken up and here comes the onslaught of fix this fix that...UGH! I'm thinking your home all day long and have to time to take care of your affairs!

I really feel sorry for my mom. She seems oblivious to the whole situation. Dad wants to leave mom...it's sad. He is expecting me to take care of mom. You know I love my mom and will help out but MOM is his WIFE and his responsibility! He just cant leave her to me just like he left his parents for his cousins to take care of! He didn't even go home to take care of funeral affairs etc for his parents. It just seems like he's running away from this situation and expects others to clean up the mess.

ARRRRGGGGG!

He wants to sell the house and leave me and my mom. And yesterday he came into my room after having his feathers ruffled about something with medicare and asks when i'm leaving. Well i'm moving overseas next year to offer some back ground. Ok...back to what I was saying...he was asking when I was leaving so I told him next April. OMG..."WHAT???? NEXT APRIL??? I WANNA LEAVE SOONER!!! Like I dicked up HIS plans!

ARRRRGGGGG!

Back to today. I went out to get the Sunday newspaper so I can look for apartments. It's depressing. Just 2 little columns! Not much choise and of those most are a little bit more than I want to pay since living expenses is more than just rent.
UGH...guess the best way to go is ask my friends if there are any places they would suggest. Oh so close to actually making a permanent move and now...i'll have more expenses.

Ok...that's it for that now. I am developing my podcast and working with a fellow podcaster to work out things. But cooking school starts next weekend! I can't wait!

Ta taaaaa for now!

HPM